salvia

what we call 'society' is a system of imprinting the human psyche with deliberately false or misleading myths and archetypes that fragment the individual and make them dependent on some central authority for access to meaning, value structures, resources and information. What some call 'spirituality' or 'enlightenment' is nothing more than questioning and ultimately dismantling thousands of years of false cultural programming which has taken root in the individual psyche and in the genetic memories of our ancestors. There is little possibility of any genuine freedom or knowledge without first  eliminating the seed crystal of disempowering and traumatizing programming at the root level. Just as the science of awakening to truth has been refined over millennia (often veiled and hidden in allegory out of necessity), so has the system of human enslavement (i.e. government and all systems of central authority and artificial hierarchy). As long as you remain ignorant of these facts, both you and your progeny will be threatened with an enslavement which is mistaken for 'freedom' and abusers who are mistaken for 'leaders' and 'saviors'. there is no hero on a white horse coming for you with the unique and magical power of salvation. Even if there were, such a one can do nothing for anyone who has not developed a true and valid conception of what salvation is--an inherently internal process.
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copyright Peter Asher Watts 30.4.2014

open the seals שכל סוד הפעולות הרוחניות כולם

this is a certificate of manifest. one vessel designated 1702, the intelligence of the mystery of all spiritual action. this vessel has entered via the gate of man. its presence in this port is incidental to the goal of propagating universal awareness of the location and disposition of the gate of heaven (galactic center Sag A*) vis a vis the profane mass of humanity. the helmsman of this vessel is often mistaken for the lord of the dead, the lord of wealth, or some other fearful mask due to the mistaken assumption that the human soul partakes of some permanent and final death after the mere span of an earth century or so, or that some punishment or reward attends individuals based on their illusory wandering in forgetfulness. In truth this vessel is merely defined by its orientation between the two gates along the path of the great dragon, and its direct route of conveyance beyond this galactic matrix or through it in every single point simultaneously and non-locally. to port lies the path of the scorpion's heart (Antares), labeled as a betrayer, a killer, a poisoner, and the seeker and concealer of every hidden thing. in truth these are all projections to inspire fear and trepidation in the heart of every being and to trap them in attachment to a particular delusion of separateness. to starboard lies the great physician and teacher who transmutes poison, and who is always vigilantly minding the gate of the west and the location of the most sacred precinct where the greatest of all wealth (which is called true seeing) remains inviolate. The helm of the arc is actually directly intent on the head of draco who jealously guards the golden apples of paradise. by this mere alignment the wardens of this sector are all intent against the success of his mission (the conveyance of the fearless beyond the grip of delusion and death) since it would deprive them of their most energetic and powerful vassals.  In truth, any type of conveyance by this vessel on a physical basis is merely ceremonial or symbolic because the truth it bears (indeed its very essence itself) is that matter is a contrivance and a willed condensation of energetic vibration into a provisionally stabilized harmonic configuration. For the spiritually/scientifically impaired i might simply state this another way: what you call reality is actually a construct you willingly participate in out of habit, conditioning, and arbitrary beliefs. . .further, these beliefs are subject to revision at any point. The true nature of all energy (spirit) is non-temporal and non-local. All but the densest manifestations of energy are non-solid and non-material as well. Rather than fixating on the dross and sludge-like accretion of 'matter', the awakened awareness of truth realizes that higher energetic forms (light, plasma, consciousness) are primary and essential while matter is more like a waste product or an incidental excrescence of energy which is by far the most temporary and illusory form of manifestation. Let me be crystal clear on this point! Any system or ideology which focuses on solid matter is purposely deceptive if adhered to dogmatically, and only serves the purpose of keeping living beings in captivity and ignorance (which two are completely synonymous and coextensive). Delusion is the ruling trope of the human world, and is more valuable as a means of enslavement than any form of wealth. The purposeful employment of mis-information and delusional ideology is the currency of all governments instituted among men, and it is this which allows wicked men to live lives of luxury entirely sustained by the labor of their victims in delusion. Many know this to be the case, and yet labor their entire lives to maintain the infrastructure of this delusion willingly. No slavery is as binding as that which is self-imposed, because it admits of no possibility for liberation and revolt without the destruction of the false self (which is the most primal fear of the mass of men). This single cause accounts for the persistence of human slavery and fratricidal/cannibalistic social structures throughout history. Will you act on this knowledge? The gate is open regardless of your answer. how much will you endure before availing yourself of the ultimate wealth of information available beyond this threshold?

simulacra

Imitators outnumber innovators 10,000 to one. What we call our world is the creation of jealous imitators who stole every idea they have and deformed and perverted it into their schemes of slavery, debasement and totalitarian control. Innovators are hated, ridiculed, defamed, and murdered. . .and sometimes after they are long dead they become lionized gods of false religions (once their ideas have been bastardized and co-opted beyond all recognition). Imitators do not mind that they all look alike. they are relieved to avoid any burden of thinking independently or creatively. All around us are counterfeits of divine infinities that act like a steam valve--the last chance to trap the seekers and convince them they have found what they sought. All the exits are blocked off and stuffed with the bloated corpses of those who tried to escape. On top of the temple mounds of this planet you will find a mockery and an effigy. . .where there was once the awakened buddha or the gnostic christ you will find ronald mcdonald and kanye west being worshiped as geniuses and sex-symbols. their followers are ready to kill you if you suggest that, in fact the truth of their message was stolen thousands of years ago and replaced with a decoy filled with poison mental viruses. Somewhere some fat, bloated caricature of baron harkonnen is sitting on a pile of wisdom from the ancients. He has pried apart all their inventions with a rusty screwdriver and tried to take out the gears and reassemble them into a mechanism of enslavement. . .he understands nothing of their content, and yet hordes them all to himself. the blind god has a nightmare every night that some iconoclast will sneak in and steal the essence of one of his trinkets and begin the inevitable liberation of mankind. His stronghold is guarded by an army of sellouts, politicians, televangelists, professors, doctors, scientists, and con-artists who will cripple you and your children with lies if you attempt to approach. do you doubt this? look around you at all the debased apes who imagine themselves lords of the earth and the pinnacle of evolution. they are all rotting from the inside and love nothing better than their own destruction, addiction, and infantile lust to be the center of an imaginary universe. no one is sick of it (as far as i can see). Everyone appears to be eagerly bolstering the foundations of this hellish system and devoting their youth and vigor to the endeavor. . .true, some do not, but these you will find only on the farthest margins. . .invisible to the eyes of the profane except as a target. . .never mind. . .scroll on down and continue serving the edifice of delusion. . .it is sweet and delicious to you. I am happy to harvest all that you abandon. from your refuse i will build the world to come.

perseverate

the thing about me is that i notice little things. if they seem meaningful i remember them. sometimes i file them away instinctively, even if i do not understand their importance. one day in a bookstore in arcata i picked up a dictionary of symbols. i happened to find one symbol that combined my initials. it had a particular meaning. that was what got me started. the whole thing can be simplified down to one letter-- teth. this serpent/wheel is the crux of all the other significations, which are essentially expansions on the theme of the wheel and its periphery. for today, i'll keep it brief, just to give you an idea of what my files look like:

Kabbalah:  mouth, serpent, head פטר
 (note the middle letter is cross/wheel tet)
gematria  17x17=289=19=10=1
- first occurrence of any word value of 289 in the torah gen 8:11 taraph. . .(the olive leave plucked by the dove after the flood)
-first occurrence of peh teth rosh in sequence=5th occurrence of a word value 289= exodus 13:2 strongs #h6363 firstling, first born, opener of the womb.
- english word aperture is related to this root.
-isosephia in the new testament shows the last occurrence of any word value 289 is Rev 10:2 'bibliaridion' tiny scroll.

in a sense a scroll is a wheel. if a scroll is sealed we see the significance of it in relation to the first opener. ancient tombs were covered with stones that rolled away (like a stone disc within a groove). peh (a mouth) may speak a blessing or a curse. teth is a serpent who has a forked tongue. in kabbalah rosh/resh means head or beginning, as speech or word is the announcement or beginning of an action.

the liturgical calendar divides the torah into readings for each sabbath. the parshas (portions) are often abbreviated by the first phrase in the portion. i was born on 10 Kislev in a particular year when the parsha vaitzei; the title phase of which totals 289. this is the part where jacob lifts a stone and finds a ladder to heaven. . .