salvia

what we call 'society' is a system of imprinting the human psyche with deliberately false or misleading myths and archetypes that fragment the individual and make them dependent on some central authority for access to meaning, value structures, resources and information. What some call 'spirituality' or 'enlightenment' is nothing more than questioning and ultimately dismantling thousands of years of false cultural programming which has taken root in the individual psyche and in the genetic memories of our ancestors. There is little possibility of any genuine freedom or knowledge without first  eliminating the seed crystal of disempowering and traumatizing programming at the root level. Just as the science of awakening to truth has been refined over millennia (often veiled and hidden in allegory out of necessity), so has the system of human enslavement (i.e. government and all systems of central authority and artificial hierarchy). As long as you remain ignorant of these facts, both you and your progeny will be threatened with an enslavement which is mistaken for 'freedom' and abusers who are mistaken for 'leaders' and 'saviors'. there is no hero on a white horse coming for you with the unique and magical power of salvation. Even if there were, such a one can do nothing for anyone who has not developed a true and valid conception of what salvation is--an inherently internal process.
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copyright Peter Asher Watts 30.4.2014

open the seals שכל סוד הפעולות הרוחניות כולם

this is a certificate of manifest. one vessel designated 1702, the intelligence of the mystery of all spiritual action. this vessel has entered via the gate of man. its presence in this port is incidental to the goal of propagating universal awareness of the location and disposition of the gate of heaven (galactic center Sag A*) vis a vis the profane mass of humanity. the helmsman of this vessel is often mistaken for the lord of the dead, the lord of wealth, or some other fearful mask due to the mistaken assumption that the human soul partakes of some permanent and final death after the mere span of an earth century or so, or that some punishment or reward attends individuals based on their illusory wandering in forgetfulness. In truth this vessel is merely defined by its orientation between the two gates along the path of the great dragon, and its direct route of conveyance beyond this galactic matrix or through it in every single point simultaneously and non-locally. to port lies the path of the scorpion's heart (Antares), labeled as a betrayer, a killer, a poisoner, and the seeker and concealer of every hidden thing. in truth these are all projections to inspire fear and trepidation in the heart of every being and to trap them in attachment to a particular delusion of separateness. to starboard lies the great physician and teacher who transmutes poison, and who is always vigilantly minding the gate of the west and the location of the most sacred precinct where the greatest of all wealth (which is called true seeing) remains inviolate. The helm of the arc is actually directly intent on the head of draco who jealously guards the golden apples of paradise. by this mere alignment the wardens of this sector are all intent against the success of his mission (the conveyance of the fearless beyond the grip of delusion and death) since it would deprive them of their most energetic and powerful vassals.  In truth, any type of conveyance by this vessel on a physical basis is merely ceremonial or symbolic because the truth it bears (indeed its very essence itself) is that matter is a contrivance and a willed condensation of energetic vibration into a provisionally stabilized harmonic configuration. For the spiritually/scientifically impaired i might simply state this another way: what you call reality is actually a construct you willingly participate in out of habit, conditioning, and arbitrary beliefs. . .further, these beliefs are subject to revision at any point. The true nature of all energy (spirit) is non-temporal and non-local. All but the densest manifestations of energy are non-solid and non-material as well. Rather than fixating on the dross and sludge-like accretion of 'matter', the awakened awareness of truth realizes that higher energetic forms (light, plasma, consciousness) are primary and essential while matter is more like a waste product or an incidental excrescence of energy which is by far the most temporary and illusory form of manifestation. Let me be crystal clear on this point! Any system or ideology which focuses on solid matter is purposely deceptive if adhered to dogmatically, and only serves the purpose of keeping living beings in captivity and ignorance (which two are completely synonymous and coextensive). Delusion is the ruling trope of the human world, and is more valuable as a means of enslavement than any form of wealth. The purposeful employment of mis-information and delusional ideology is the currency of all governments instituted among men, and it is this which allows wicked men to live lives of luxury entirely sustained by the labor of their victims in delusion. Many know this to be the case, and yet labor their entire lives to maintain the infrastructure of this delusion willingly. No slavery is as binding as that which is self-imposed, because it admits of no possibility for liberation and revolt without the destruction of the false self (which is the most primal fear of the mass of men). This single cause accounts for the persistence of human slavery and fratricidal/cannibalistic social structures throughout history. Will you act on this knowledge? The gate is open regardless of your answer. how much will you endure before availing yourself of the ultimate wealth of information available beyond this threshold?

simulacra

Imitators outnumber innovators 10,000 to one. What we call our world is the creation of jealous imitators who stole every idea they have and deformed and perverted it into their schemes of slavery, debasement and totalitarian control. Innovators are hated, ridiculed, defamed, and murdered. . .and sometimes after they are long dead they become lionized gods of false religions (once their ideas have been bastardized and co-opted beyond all recognition). Imitators do not mind that they all look alike. they are relieved to avoid any burden of thinking independently or creatively. All around us are counterfeits of divine infinities that act like a steam valve--the last chance to trap the seekers and convince them they have found what they sought. All the exits are blocked off and stuffed with the bloated corpses of those who tried to escape. On top of the temple mounds of this planet you will find a mockery and an effigy. . .where there was once the awakened buddha or the gnostic christ you will find ronald mcdonald and kanye west being worshiped as geniuses and sex-symbols. their followers are ready to kill you if you suggest that, in fact the truth of their message was stolen thousands of years ago and replaced with a decoy filled with poison mental viruses. Somewhere some fat, bloated caricature of baron harkonnen is sitting on a pile of wisdom from the ancients. He has pried apart all their inventions with a rusty screwdriver and tried to take out the gears and reassemble them into a mechanism of enslavement. . .he understands nothing of their content, and yet hordes them all to himself. the blind god has a nightmare every night that some iconoclast will sneak in and steal the essence of one of his trinkets and begin the inevitable liberation of mankind. His stronghold is guarded by an army of sellouts, politicians, televangelists, professors, doctors, scientists, and con-artists who will cripple you and your children with lies if you attempt to approach. do you doubt this? look around you at all the debased apes who imagine themselves lords of the earth and the pinnacle of evolution. they are all rotting from the inside and love nothing better than their own destruction, addiction, and infantile lust to be the center of an imaginary universe. no one is sick of it (as far as i can see). Everyone appears to be eagerly bolstering the foundations of this hellish system and devoting their youth and vigor to the endeavor. . .true, some do not, but these you will find only on the farthest margins. . .invisible to the eyes of the profane except as a target. . .never mind. . .scroll on down and continue serving the edifice of delusion. . .it is sweet and delicious to you. I am happy to harvest all that you abandon. from your refuse i will build the world to come.

perseverate

the thing about me is that i notice little things. if they seem meaningful i remember them. sometimes i file them away instinctively, even if i do not understand their importance. one day in a bookstore in arcata i picked up a dictionary of symbols. i happened to find one symbol that combined my initials. it had a particular meaning. that was what got me started. the whole thing can be simplified down to one letter-- teth. this serpent/wheel is the crux of all the other significations, which are essentially expansions on the theme of the wheel and its periphery. for today, i'll keep it brief, just to give you an idea of what my files look like:

Kabbalah:  mouth, serpent, head פטר
 (note the middle letter is cross/wheel tet)
gematria  17x17=289=19=10=1
- first occurrence of any word value of 289 in the torah gen 8:11 taraph. . .(the olive leave plucked by the dove after the flood)
-first occurrence of peh teth rosh in sequence=5th occurrence of a word value 289= exodus 13:2 strongs #h6363 firstling, first born, opener of the womb.
- english word aperture is related to this root.
-isosephia in the new testament shows the last occurrence of any word value 289 is Rev 10:2 'bibliaridion' tiny scroll.

in a sense a scroll is a wheel. if a scroll is sealed we see the significance of it in relation to the first opener. ancient tombs were covered with stones that rolled away (like a stone disc within a groove). peh (a mouth) may speak a blessing or a curse. teth is a serpent who has a forked tongue. in kabbalah rosh/resh means head or beginning, as speech or word is the announcement or beginning of an action.

the liturgical calendar divides the torah into readings for each sabbath. the parshas (portions) are often abbreviated by the first phrase in the portion. i was born on 10 Kislev in a particular year when the parsha vaitzei; the title phase of which totals 289. this is the part where jacob lifts a stone and finds a ladder to heaven. . .

the problem of worldwide evil

everyone has a choice between good and evil; that is the only redeeming potential of being human. Let's be honest; our world is pretty evil. Why? A tiny percentage willfully actively choose evil and get a thrill out of conscious evil. A somewhat larger percentage of people are able to 'sell out' and actually somehow profit in a collateral sort of way by submitting to the system in whatever form (religious cults, celebrities, military, etc). They may tell themselves that they are not evil (although somewhere deep inside knowing that the system they serve, pay for, and perpetuate is evil). The vast majority compromises with evil without getting any real benefit out of it at all. Actually, they sell their lives and youth and energy and creativity away for evil. There are a variety of rationales for this: 1. Fear--a person who fears what will happen if they stand up to evil (pretty rare in my opinion) 2. Stupidity or lack of discernment--a person who lacks the intellectual faculty to recognize even thinly veiled evil and it's effect on the world (somewhat rare). 3. Resignation to evil--someone who feels that it is pointless to resist evil and that they are powerless against it. ( more common case IMO) 4. Laziness/Apathy--someone who realizes evil, knows they could do something about it, but instead willfully supresses this information and focuses on the mundane distractions they have available (drugs, media hypnotism, self-deception, denial). Then there is the only real resistance to evil-- a tiny group of people who a. is intelligent enough to distinguish evil and recognize its pernicious effects b. has the moral will to resist evil c. engages in direct confrontation with evil and ignorance by doing active good and weakening the influence of evil over one's peers. d. repudiates evil within themselves in any form and experiences all the power and healing which accrues by making this decision. I have met some of these types, and even (very occasionally) been one of these people. This type of person appears magical and inspirational to others and appears to achieve something miraculous, despite being told repeatedly by the compromisers that what they intend is impossible, wrong, rude, foolhardy, etc. etc. etc. The future of humanity lies not with the compromisers and toadies and sellouts, but with those who absoutely repudiate evil and corruption on every level and deny it its power over them and over society as a whole. Now here is the really sad part: these people throughout history are often betrayed, and scapegoated by the very people they would seek to save, who eliminate, undermine, and marginalize any influence that makes them realize that they have wasted their lives compromising with evil. Kill the messenger. . .this is the motto that holds humanity at a standstill, living in a stone age level of development, living as livestock and slaves to a tiny elite who monopolize every natural resource, energy, wealth, knowledge, medicine, and even the right to life itself. How will you respond when your conscience speaks to you? will you violently silence and accuse it? Will you listen to it? will you change yourself? Will you attempt to free your fellow humans from ignorance and servitude? These are the questions i ask myself. What say you?

the four plagues of society

1. Brainwashed Zombies
-a person who has no faculty for the following: grammar, logic, or rhetoric
-a person whose mental firewall is non-existent who will internalize any nonsense espoused by a group they
  belong to out of a desire to avoid any type of independent thought.

some behaviors that identify brainwashed zombies:
a. compulsively consuming various forms of corporate media almost constantly (music, movies, sports, 
    corporate-funded or NGO-funded 'news')
b. surrounding themselves with other degenerates such as themselves to help them psychologically normalize
    their deviant and sub-human behaviors.
c.  parroting slogans and dogmas that they do not understand and have no means to defend in any form of
    rational debate or analysis, becoming emotional when any challenge is levied against them on a rational   
    basis, and finally resorting to labeling and ad hominem name-calling, and straw man caricatures of the
    opposition  as their only means of discourse. always using pre-scripted replies, talking points, and
    misinterpreted or misunderstood 'scriptures' as opposed to any form of creative thought.
d. constantly carrying around a surveillance-tether mobile device that gives them access to their 'external
    brain' and preferring interfacing with said device to any form of interpersonal contact with living organisms      or people outside their cult group who do not share their form of indoctrination
NOTE: becoming a brainwashed zombie is the fastest way to get routed into one of the other plague types
and as such is, in fact, the template of society as a whole. 
2. Drug Addicts
   -pretty much everybody you know
   -people who compulsively eat plastic-wrapped chemical food, drink chemicals in their water, take
     chemical pharmaceuticals and/or "vitamins" which contain noxious substances mixed with a small amount      of industrially de-natured 'nutrients', and also believe that this is totally natural, and, in fact, unavoidable.
    -people who habitually and compulsively use recreational drugs to escape the intolerable nature of their
      day to day slavery, rather than acknowledging said condtions and attempting to find alternatives.
    -people who think that the recreational use of drugs is somehow part of a 'counterculture' despite
      overt and public admissions by technocratic elites that drugs are their primary means of social control
      used to stifle any form of revolution
3. Sexual Perverts
     -pretty much everybody you know
     -people who think a juvenile level of incompetent sexuality is the natural state of humans and is somehow
      evidence of their liberation.
     -people who pursue a never-ending string of shallow relationships in which they and/or their 'partner' are
      merely a temporary object to facilitate self-centered gratification (again of a limited and juvenile nature).
      -people who find constant bombardment with sexual manipulation in every form of media and the
       sexualization of ever younger children on national television as normal, neutral, benign or natural.
     -people who think all their sexual desires will be fulfilled if they can attain an intense enough
       participation in consumerism to attain the fetishes, social connections, and role playing to seduce their
       inert doll-like objects of desire
4. Sociopaths/Psychopaths
    -people who view themselves as innately superior to others based on superficial identification with
      class, wealth, profession, fraternal orders, pseudo-religions, etc. etc. etc.
    -people who act on the basis that anyone they can fool or take advantage of deserves to be fooled and
     exploited
     -people who not only have no compassion for others but actually revel and take joy in the raw exercise
      of power for its own sake, and are actually self-righteous about their proselytizing in the belief that it
      is their duty to lord it over anyone who does not share their enthusiasm for the slavery scripts of
      politics/religion and/or manufactured pseudo-activism.
   -See also: politicians, technocrats, academia, priesthood, nobility, bourgeoisie, etc. etc. etc.

two dragons are fighting beneath the foundations of the temple. only merlin has the audacity to say that it is so and reveal the reason no defense is being mounted against eastern despots from across the sea. Fear not, for their doom has been sealed since the foundations of the world.